It's my birthday I guess I should feel glad But each year I feel more sad And as I'm old enough Don't need to hide behind a mask Well I hate every time of year But especially this one is full of fear As always I'm going to end up in tears Cause I have to keep it real Well I hate my birthday it's clear Don't want useless presents They make me feel guilt When I know that I can't give I don't really need anything Just my loneliness and peace Not even cakes and sweets Well I hate every time of year But especially this one is full of fear As always I'm going to end up in tears Cause I have to keep it real Well I hate my birthday it's clear You try to make me laugh And I'm grateful for that But I don't celebrate Don't really have the strength Well I hate every time of year But especially this one is full of fear As always I'm going to end up in tears Cause I have to keep it real Well I hate my birthday it's clear