A person like me finds it hard To show emotion Especially when it has to be positive I love you but you will never figure it out Cause my personality is freaking you out Me I got used to it,I learned to live with it And maybe one day I'll get rid of me This is the price I have to pay For using too much my brain I really want to get better But it's not that easy I'll probably send you a letter To express my apology I hope you don't misunderstand me But I have no idea Of what's going on inside me Nothing's interesting and everything's frightening I'm really grateful for all you've done Don't you ever think I don't appreciate you enough No it's really not that It's me,with myself I have problems Which I'm trying to solve I've tried everything but nothing works Someday nothing will matter anyway Will anyone miss me when I'll go away I really want to get better But it's not that easy I'll probably send you a letter To express my apology I hope you don't misunderstand me But I have no idea Of what's going on inside me Nothing's interesting and everything's frightening