I let you down one last time So you remember you were mine Count on me To be somethin' you could never be ‘Cause I'll be free from all this hate You'll be left behind carryin' the weight Come fuck my life up again I don't deserve to live without pain Destroy all my confidence again Watch me lose control and feel ashamed Come fuck my life up again The problem's always me It's just taken years for me to see You didn't call again last night Maybe I'm just not worth the fight I swear to God, you saved my life I swear to God, that I won't let you down twice Come fuck my life up again I don't deserve to live without pain Destroy all my confidence again Watch me lose control and feel ashamed Come fuck my life up again Our hell was paradise to me Happiness makes me feel so weak Come fuck my life up again I hope you never let me go through the years I hope your madness starts to grow I hope you never let me go through the years I hope your madness starts to grow I hope you never let me go through the years I hope your madness starts to show I hope you never let me go through the years (through the years) I hope your madness starts to grow Oh-oh