Early mourning, tears with warning
Drinking coffee to avoid sleep
I know that when I close my eyes
The spirit of you will arise
It's no wonder that I nearly died
Windshield pieces in the creases of my jacket
I collapse
I know that when I close my eyes
The spirit of you will arise
It's no wonder that I nearly died
For all of the tears that I cried
I wish that it kept you alive
That's why I take pills by the pile
Shattered pelvis, leg in plaster
I remember everything
I know that when I close my eyes
The spirit of you will arise
It's no wonder that I nearly died
For all of the tears that I cried
I wish that it kept you alive
I guess God is not on my side
