you place the knife to the edge of my focus and pull slowly across to release me from this lull in synapse as traps for tigers await to consume my patience i hope that i can forgive or at least forget after all we have been through and then you give it all up for nothing and I sit and wait for resolve i feel a pull and I cannot deny for you don't want what you don't want what I can see is fair only asked for complete understanding and a voice to go with it but as we reshape and realign our desires place less weight on the commitment we once made to be true and you here phasing between the right and the selfish is the cause of concern for now i feel a pull and I'd die to deny it but the warmth your soul could hold is replaced by the cold of the keys you control don't explain a thing because it's too late now it's my turn to let go.