We were stoned when she told me that she loved me We could've been, we could've been so lovely Well that was years ago Some things just aren't meant to be, oh no I sit in therapy and talk to some lady I think she thinks that, she thinks that I'm crazy Well that's 'cause I don't sleep at night I should try to tell myself I'll be alright Damn they weren't playing when they say growing up sucks I'm one of the baris-baristas at the same Starbucks that I went to as a kid Oh what is happening? Sometimes I think I just need someone to hold on to But then I laugh cause I'm like, Tch'Yeah, I'm no fool In my head I see the mess that that would make I have a habit of pushing people away I remember when I was young and naive And I was taught, oh I was raised to believe Mommy and Daddy could do no wrong Thought they was saints well now it turns out they were fucked up all along Damn they weren't playing when they say growing up sucks I'm one of the baris-baristas at the same Starbucks that I went to as a kid Oh what is happening? I had so many dreams, thought I could be something Thought that I'd be famous, fall in love by now Shake my head of doubt 'cause I just met stressed out Disappointed because now I see Life isn't the way that I once thought that it could be Damn they weren't playing when they say growing up sucks I'm one of the baris-baristas at the same Starbucks that I went to as a kid Oh what is happening? I had so many dreams, thought I could be something Thought that I'd be famous, fall in love by now Shake my head of doubt 'cause I just met stressed out Disappointed because now I see Life isn't the way that I once thought that it could be Now I can't get no sleep yeah and I got no friends That or I end up sleeping until 10, 10PM