I knew when I was very young That something just, something Just wasn't right I played alone just 3 years old I turned around a mirror caught My sight I didn't understand the face Was mine The face was mine I ran to hide Tremblingin a state of shock I can still remember how I cried Now my life is painful, my body Like a tomb The devil must have seen Me inside Each time that I ran away to hide Each time that I ran away to Hide again Each time that I ran away to Hide myself Each time that I ran away to hide My face is my affliction My mind is cold my mind is Cold and bleak I learned when I grew older That I was born, I was born A freak My mother couldn't bring herself To love me, look me in the face She locked me up for 18 years Kept me as a prisoner in That place Now my life is painful, my body Like a tomb The devil must have seen Me inside Each time that I ran away to hide Each time that I ran away to Hide again Each time that I ran away to Hide myself Each time that I ran away to hide My presence never welcome now The day that my emotions Have all died No-one left to turn to now I keep my feelings bottled Up inside No-one cares or wants to know Now I've got to run away to hide Living through a hell on earth The devil must have taken Me inside Now my life is painful, my body Like a tomb The devil must have seen Me inside It's time that I ran away to hide It's time that I ran away to Hide again It's time that I ran away to hide Myself - my hate is building It's time that I ran away to hide