I was always more forgive than I hate ya More let's talk 'bout this later More sit back as you take me for granted again You were always for yourself now And I was blind, held the rope bell You were drunk with your boys Loudly calling me annoying And oh, what a short fuse that blew me apart Like a slow noose tied to my heart Do you want me, really Or was I just something to do? What a cold move, what a casual affair Was the breaking of the bones I laid bare You know, lately I think all I was to you was something to do Oh, you won't miss me Must stop kidding myself Must stop kidding myself Must stop kidding myself And I see know it was a fool's optimism You won't change, you won't listen Give out chances like traditions I should've stopped trying What a short fuse that blew me apart Like a slow noose tied to your heart Do you want me, really Or was I just something to do? What a cold move, what a casual affair Was the breaking of the bones I laid bare You know, lately I think all I was to you was something to do Oh, you won't miss me Must stop kidding myself Must stop kidding myself Must stop kidding myself