First you hurt yourself So hard that you can feel and appreciate The real thing called pain ...don't be afraid of your reaction it will comeback forever Martyr you are the plague of men time is standing still Martyr you are the plague of men Dead is not for now An eternity of pain and suffering Feel what it feels to be burned Feel what it feels to be cutted Feel what it feels to be shooted (by a shotgun blast) Feel what it feel... to suffer the suffering The need for pain is growing Now you're ready to live forever Addiction is rising inside