Told you not to feel Told you not to hurt at all That just isn't real That's a little cynical Here's a little pill Here's a little fix it all Okay, it's all okay But I'm still fading I can't save me Am I just gonna drown? So I hold my breath to breathe Hurt me so I feel I used to do these things so effortlessly, somehow Told you how to heal Filled you up with chemicals Sadness isn't real Then why does it feel so physical? Runnin' through your veins Cutting right into the bone Okay, it's all okay But I'm still fading I can't save me Am I just gonna drown? So I hold my breath to breathe Hurt me so I feel I used to do these things so effortlessly, somehow Hold my breath to breathe (I'm still fading) (I'm still fading) (I'm still fading) But I'm still fading I can't save me Am I just gonna drown? So I hold my breath to breathe Hurt me so I feel I used to do these things so effortlessly, somehow