Deep depressions 're riding me Tear my mind apart Don't want to o back to the start Time has taken, time has gone There's no turning back I reach the point of no return Looking back seems helpless Lack of self confidence Trapped in a net of feelings Laying dumb in my bed I've got my personal winter I've got my personal cut Hate-love, peace-war Right is wrong and good is bad Don't know when it's over No time to look ahead I've got my personal winter I've got my personal cut