When autumn burns black So many people find their shell or often turn back They're scared as hell They might as well be silent Pluckin bloody feathers outta angels I'm cleanin out my shotgun with my cocaine on the coffee table Well this is me, I'm here I'm full of jokes, I'm full of vodka, full of bleeding tears I wanna leave in fear of failure They're tellin me that laughter isn't sappy I'm clueless on my purpose but I'm happily unhappy It's a gamble With sexual prowess on my card's face There's two perfect breasts on the top of every heart shape Open my cigar case, thumb through all the vices Inhale the cold smoke, pungent full of crisis The blood'll make the dawn red Scrub away the cobwebs Barrels lubricated on my gun No, I'll never hold my tongue Welcome to my strange world Our relationship's begun Cuz I'll take you on a journey into absolutely nowhere