I'm falling on my knees Please forgive me I'm begging for mercy Please release me Fighting for my sould right now Fighting for my sould right now I'm tired, but I won't back down Tired but I won't back down Yeah Ain't nothing worse When you fall face down in rut can't come back now with your two feet first Try to speak out, but your voice ain't heard I know you hurt I see that pain Wake up, but the cycle won't change I figured out that's how depressions made Sit still, slow down look shame in the face Look right to the demon that was making me Become a list of the things that I hate to see I did it angrily, lost myself found out that really ain't the way to be I'm grateful that I fell down on the way up And I don't need to say much No longer feel that I hate love I just keep to myself and I won't judge All I ever wanted was to feel alive I been too afraid to open up my eyes Only a moment of pain can show me why There's so much here to live for I'm falling on my knees Please forgive me I'm begging for mercy Please release me Fighting for my sould right now Fighting for my sould right now I'm tired, but I won't back down Tired but I won't back down Ayy I was getting so used to the dark My family and friends and my life all falling apart Shit that was easy becoming so hard Still haven't left down my guard Living with these walls up Chasing that false love I got so caught up in trying to get bossed up I just got lost bruh I was drowning in pills and liquor That shit made sicker, thank God for his signs 'Cause if I kept living the way I was living I probably wouldn't be here and alive Used to be tired, burnt you and depressed Now I'm blessed motivated with drive Ashamed of my past, living so fast Not caring who riding with me till I die Love when I'm here Don't just miss me when I'm gone I was all alone when all that shit was going on All these snakes around me Had to cut may lawn Thank God for getting me through that Let's hear an applause Rez All I ever wanted was to feel alive I been too afraid to open up my eyes All I ever wanted was to feel alive I been too afraid to open up my eyes I'm falling on my knees Please forgive me (please forgive me) I'm begging for mercy (please) Please release me (show me mercy) Fighting for my sould right now Fighting for my sould right now I'm tired, but I won't back down Tired but I won't back down