I've never understood How this came to be Questions so complex Still I'm rambling on Never looked within Never found the whys Meditate Medicate Meditate Breathe And my Eyes never rolled within Suddenly I won't depend On logical answers On ghost and shadows Anymore I've chosen a kind word for myself For once Accepted my whole story So far, anyways Why we defer our Enigma Why we defer our true love The same riddle that made me insane Will shine a beacon in your And my Eyes That are awake Have rolled within Now I see With clarity The path I face The choice is an Illusion The path only exists when you pass If I wasn't me What would I be? A shadow, a specter A monster, a demon A jester, your killer Your savior I might be you Mind plays funny trick on you if your unsure Unties two knots, three more it creates for you To decipher the riddle Is two part quest First is to accept the enigma There simply are no start middle and end This tragic beauty, might as well set you free The second one lies in self reference Like a cel, where two from one came to be You are the path that you walk on But the path only starts when you come through Begins when you go through Pumpkin skies brings Autumn breeze To Break our chains Freedom from the poison of the Desert Haze