You say I'm not your friend But I called you many times and you don't listen You say I'm not right there But you released my hand and said: Life aint fair Where are you now, you say Why don't you listen as I pray If you don't answer I can't stay I'ma leave it for another day All grey with no shame Your skin getting cold You pray with no flames Keep trying to hold Stay far from the blame But you can't ignore Where are your flames When youre talking to me No I don't wanna see you this way Just know that ill stay With you You say youre not the same But I warned you many times And you still always ran You say I never came But the Sun comes on time And you're stuck in the rain God I might fall, you say I can't even take one more day I don't wanna stay so far away Life is not a game, don't wanna play All grey with no shame Your skin getting cold You pray with no flames Keep trying to hold Stay far from the blame But you can't ignore Where are your flames When youre talking to me No I don't wanna see you this way Just want you know that ill stay With you No matter what ill stay with you I just need more flames So we can burn it all again Blame me For you God I will change it I don't wanna be fading God you know that I'm fading But you can find some passion To put it on some music And you can find some time Just to make them all believe it I gave you everything But you act like you don't need me And I wanna stay Wanna stay wanna stay Closer Oh we can stay closer We will never run cold After the silence Came the peace And then the violence Took the lead I wrote a book full of you And built a life full of me I'm sorry father I said more than I ever did You put me out of water Before I couldn't even breath You put me in the garden Said I want you to be here I burnt out all the flowers Chose to drown in all my tears Now I can see the light It doesnt mean I'm not in the dark You brought peace to my life And I decided to die in the war Even though I'm still alive I keep on asking: God where's my heart? Where is my heart? Burning up in flames