I am alone on my own With a light from a star to guide me home There's irony in what I see Around the walls caving in on me I'm surrounded this house holds the keys to Every lock that I need to be free but They are kept under floorboards and big frames? And now my hunting is wasted And now my heart runs in places I'm getting tired of waiting for something They're saying is coming just keep looking up And I just want to see it I just want to believe it We all try We all cry We all die And in the end we lay by a wrong side Do you think it's easy to believe If something saying the real meaning is changing Well I've changed and I've made mistakes and misplace And some of the most important things I guess they weren't so important were they I guess they weren't so important were they I guess they weren't so important And I thought I might not make it out alive Although it's time This was for the better And as the leaves start to change color A piece of me is buried under This isn't what I want I never thought to stop think about everything around Where is a place for me I can't seem to think exactly what I should believe 'Cause I won't give control To the things that I just don't know Everybody's just looking for more This is starting to feel like war This is starting to feel like war You wanna show me what you feel on the inside Your life being finding out on my own time This is starting to feel like war And I thought I might not make it out alive And I have changed for the better Here comes the end of December I came a long way to end this war I never thought about it like this before And I thought I might not make it out alive Although it's time This was for the better And as the leaves start to change color A piece of me is buried under