It's just me and my mind getting fucked up together
No there's nothing better
So this time around try to pop out my eyes
My pupil's like pennies my mind's in disguise
Feeling heart breaks and 808's
Death notes and handshakes
I apologize for all of the lies
What the fuck is the point in pretending I'm fine? '
Coz everyone round me has fear in their eyes
It's hard to forget all the pain in our lives
It's hard to forgive when there's no point in trying
Rep black, white and red till the day that I die
Choking on chokers and cut inhibitions
Leave guilt for later can't stop me from sinning
Once in a while I just wanna be winning
To look around and see everyone grinning
Dressed in black
Heart attack
Now I'm never coming back
And when you're at my funeral
Play this song as my soundtrack
Need to feel something before I fall asleep
Whether broken or in pieces, my heart is killing me
'Cause the sleeping pills ain't working and mynightmares are disturbing
And I can hear my conscience cackle sat behind me lurking'—let him listen!
My bedroom is a prisonI know that I'm alive but existing isn't living
She was my humanity, separate entirely
Kill some strangers I can capture theirs keep it inside of me
It's just me and my mind getting fucked up together
Just to pass the timeI know that I'm depressed but I can't remember why
I spoke to Satan even he had to lie
Now we're fucked up
Everything that's wrong with me
The therapist anomaly
Psychiatrist are scared of me
They can see the death in me
God gave up on saving me
Why will no one pray for me?
Dressed in black
Heart attack
Now I'm never coming back
And when you're at my funeral
Play this song as my soundtrack
