Set this shit off I need some medicine and I need it quick Asymptomatic doesn't mean that I'm not sick Every single day I feel like I'm a ghost And if I hear another human I may choke I can't keep meditating I'm hyperventilating And I keep on opening my wounds to watch them bleed If I'm my own God, I guess this is heresy I can't keep meditating I'm hyperventilating It's so exhausting Being this fucking invalidated I've come undone 'Cause no one Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one And I've become so fucking numb So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches I need some medicine and I need it quick Don't mind the dosage just pump me with one more fix (I need it quick) 'Cause I ain't meditating I'm hyperventilating It's so exhausting Being this fucking invalidated I've come undone 'Cause no one Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one And I've become so fucking numb So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches I'm bleeding underneath my stitches I've become so fucking numb And I'm not the only one I've come undone 'Cause no one Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one And I've become so fucking numb So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches