Sweep the shadows under the rug and ball my fists I shouldn't be I shouldn't be drinking when I'm in a mood like this I'm good enough when there is no one to answer to Am I good enough for someone like you? The closer you get, the realer it is Usually when, I fall apart, there's no witness Ain't nobody ever really loved me like that I'm so good at letting things go bad Probably should leave and still you come right back I'm okay with getting too attached Nobody ever really loved me like that Lately I've been thinking about getting old Even more than going through your phone As much as goes on in my head It's your hand that I hold If I spin us outta control Do donuts, I need a big O Anxiously attached, hack my heart to bits Don't let me be embarrassed, on a night like this How come it feels like ever since we started this I need evidence but I think I could be convinced The closer you get, the realer it is Lately I, I fall apart, in the palm of your hand Mmm Ain't nobody ever really loved me like that I'm so good at letting things go bad Probably should leave and still you come right back I'm okay with getting too attached Ain't nobody ever really loved me like that I'm so good at letting things go so, so sad Probably should leave and still you come right back I'm okay with getting too attached Nobody ever really loved me like that