I prevent myself from ever existing Now it finally arrived The day I shall spawn to this Life, I have never chosen This world is no place for my mind It’s an awful cage for the freedom I am longing for I refuse to waste my potential On this screwed up hellhole You call a modern society My final choice Prevent my existence My hate shall be a hammer Crushing my own persistence My only fear is failure in my attempt To prevent my existence and my Frightened heart shall stop when I celebrate the end of my beginning and when I turn into a stillborn there will be a smile on my corpse 'Cause I succeeded in what I craved for so Ultimately it’s my precious auto-abortion This suffering will be a Bless compared to Living a lifetime In this mess Your world is what I avoid My death is my salvation My life is all but sacred My birth would be my damnation Suffocation for me, it’s what I want, I rip Off my umbilical cord, put it around my neck, it Works like a hanged man’s tie, I gasp so happily, I Travel the birth canal, the cord is holding me, attached To the pancreas, which is my anchor, my sight Turns into bright white, this is my final gasp, as I Enter your world, it’s just another corps with my Self-satisfied smile, on that blue swollen head My only fear was failure in my attempt To prevent my existence and my Frightened heart has stop when I celebrated the end of my beginning and when I turned into a stillborn there will was a smile on my corpse 'Cause I succeeded in whatI craved for so Ultimately it was my precious auto-abortion This suffering has been a bless Compared to living a lifetime In this fucking mess You won’t get to know me better!