What if? I never get my feet on the concrete What if? I never get blood back in my heartbeat Is it obvious? That I'm floating toward an exit? Cause I'm always second guessing if its obvious That every question is an answer To an aswer needing questions And now I'm in the backgrond Of my own image Where no one else can see me I pain myself there So no ones else cares To see me leave my body As soon as I feel better, start to see some better weather The cloud roll in and my thoughts they all go- What if? I never get my feet on the concrete What if? I never get blood back in my heartbeat What if I'm all alone in my problems? What if its only me? What if? I never finds Some kind of gravity Snap Back into myself I should get some help What the hells been taking me so long Selling all my shit Just pay the rent There's no affording this So typically I'm in the background Of my owm image Where no one else can see me I paint myself there So that they don't stare or throw a pity party What if? I never get my feet on the concrete What if? I never get blood back in my heartbeat What if I'm all alone in my problems? What if its only me? What if? I never find Some kinda gravity Houston, anybody read? I'm floating through the farkness Dying with my darknest thoughts Silence No ones listening No one says a thing And as I float away I feed the core belief What if I'm this? What if I'm that? What if I've gone crazy and there aint no going back now? What if I'm sick? What if I've gone mad? What if? What if? What if? I never get my feet on the concrete What if? I never get blood back in my heartbeat What if I'm all alone in my problems? What if its only me? What if? I never find Some kind of gravity