Lo-Ruhamah

He Awoke and Came to Me While I Was Sitting Shiva

Lo-Ruhamah


As surely as my heart fails, my love will come to me. 
My doubt will not prevail; my death cannot prevent Him. 

Oh, cowardice, how you take from me. 
(Or is it strength?) 
I know not. 
Truly I concede this. 

How beautiful that His Spirit returns for me, 
As elation brawls for dominion of my soul. 
Now I recall how I thought I found Him sleeping. 
But He was only still, 
And His eyes were filling me with strength prepared for death. 

Oh, cowardice, how you take from me. 
(Or is it strength?) 
I know not. 
Truly I concede this. 

I forgot that His Spirit was more than habitation. 
But how he kills my doubt before the loss can claim my life. 
I know the Spirit lives even in the blackest places. 
His love still weighs heavily upon my soul.