Lately I've been hearing all these cold stories I can't even blink anymore Wouldn't be me if I didn't record it You should already know if you know me Now I can't sleep, no, no, no I just wanna see morning Shit be feeling dark here and lonely Am I getting back to the old me Feels like I can't think anymore More than ever thoughts are distorted Can't lie, I been under it for real, real But pressure makes diamonds we know this Hopin' love is round the corner for me Don't wanna be single forever with no kids What is even that important to me? If it's not the life that we live Living life in the backseat Need me some herb to relax me Fuck what you thought this is mad deep I need your support in this man please Came through the door with no plan b Don't feel secure in this new age But if I fall will you catch me? What you can see Are you seeing this as a come up? I must be the realest maybe another In my thoughts and feelings for many days I just want you to be proud of me mama No one gave me money no not a favor Little simbi made it what none the less Fuck I give about me becoming famous I swore that I would be the greatest Hopin' love is round the corner for me Don't wanna be single forever with no kids What is even that important to me? If it's not the life that we live Oh, oh, oh If it's not the life that we live Oh, oh, oh If it's not the life that we live Lately I've been hearing more and more stories Man that shit pains my soul Know I'm in wonderland but I'm still stuck here I don't want to be here anymore Now my heart bleeds wide open Does anybody hear my call? Shit be feelin' dark here and lonely Am I getting back to the old me? Hopin' love is round the corner for me Don't wanna be single forever with no kids What is even that important to me? If it's not the life that we live