It hurts me over and over again I think something's wrong with my head It's easy to try and pretend Sometimes I'd rather be dead I'm paranoid Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids Expectations on my chest, defenses I employ It hurts me over and over again I think something's wrong with my head It's easy to try and pretend Sometimes I'd rather be dead I'm paranoid Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids Expectations on my chest, defenses I employ It's okay, you can tell me I'm wasting your time You don't feel like you did and it's fine You don't miss me, it's alright (alright) I get a bad and I spend it real quick I got some diamonds they dance on my wrist See me in public now they want a pic Money can't come much more easy than this Every night I spent dreaming this shit Every night I spent waiting for this I could lose it all I don't wanna fall I could pull the trigger Paint the fucking wall It hurts me over and over again I think something's wrong with my head It's easy to try and pretend Sometimes I'd rather be dead I'm paranoid Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroid Expectations on my chest, defenses I employ It hurts me over and over again I think something's wrong with my head It's easy to try and pretend Sometimes I'd rather be dead I'm paranoid Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids Expectations on my chest, defenses I employ It hurts me over and over again I think something's wrong with my head It's easy to try and pretend Sometimes I'd rather be dead I'm paranoid Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids Expectations on my chest, defenses I employ