Yeah, I feel so dead inside
I wake up every night and I say fuck my life
Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
I hate this world, I hate existing
Now my mental health is slipping
Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
'Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?
I'm no longer scared of death, I just accept it
I got cracks that started forming in my head, no time for resting
I got shows and venues, time to fill these stages
I can't take no breaks
I'll stop when I push up some daisies
Throw my millions in the grave
Having suicidal thoughts on the tour bus
But I put my smile on for everyone that's showing up
'Cause maybe I would feel much less alone if there was more of us
The highest in the room's always the lowest one
Yeah, ayy, yeah, yeah
I feel so dead inside
I wake up every night and I say fuck my life
Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
I hate this world, I hate existing
Now my mental health is slipping
Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
'Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?
I just crawled out from the trenches
Made five-hundred off of this shit
I just flushed all my prescriptions
Fuck the rapper life you living
I just sold my fucking whip for a Civic
Rather stack up my digits
Than try to impress you bitches (Grim Peaks)
Put a target on my head, I'll come out fine
Like no matter what you try, I'll never die
I don't do it for the fame, done this my whole life
If you got a problem, yeah, you know where I live
Yeah, I feel so dead inside
I wake up every night and I say fuck my life
Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
I hate this world, I hate existing
Now my mental health is slipping
Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
'Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?
