I'm livin the life of a grown man Gotta keep my banga, keep it off safety, and watch alla my friends Gotta take care of my mama kuz she hollin "fuck a man" Gotta watch ova my brother kuz he with me till tha end Gotta hold my da- I'm livin the life of a grown man Gotta keep my banga, keep it off safety, and watch alla my friends Gotta take care of my mama kuz she hollin fuck a man Gotta watch ova my brother kuz he with me till tha end Gotta hold my daddy down he ain't got nobodi but turk Blankin shit fa lil marcus until my body in the dirt I think i need to go to church, dreamin ridin ina hearse I wanna be with ? i only see him on a shirt ? mama, she sick, i told him we can't lose another Go tell unique i love her, ms. shawn jus like a mother Wish my uncle was next to me, but he in jail So i chose him and send him pictures to show him how i live And my life so real they got me lookin in my rear You gotta be paranoid and careful when they wan' kill you Sunday mornin newspaper and my daddy in it The white folks want his money and we battlin it I'm steady smokin all these fools Ion know what to do But ian finna kill myself, i'm a leave that up to you I'm a leave that up to you