I cry myself to sleep I cant let it go I try to numb my feelins But im bout to blow Smokin all this weed Barely helps no more Baby I am bleeding Ashes on the floor Will u help me Get back on my feet Going crazy lost all energy Slit wrist syndicut Cryin with my team When i go thru stuff We pour up & drink I dont miss u anymore ur not in my head Since u left I got 2 new laying in my bed They love me they so cool and im in love with them I sing about my life I think im doing well I dont miss u Nah ur gone girl I dont fit u I write songs now girl I cant fix u But I still do care I destroyed you Now its lessons learned