(Spent a couple nights in the bathtub, aye, just staring at my wrist Shiny silver blade in my right hand, should I slit and watch it drip? Spent a couple nights in the bathtub, aye, just staring at my wrist Shiny silver blade in my right hand, should I slit and watch it drip?) Spent a couple nights in the bathtub, aye, just staring at my wrist Shiny silver blade in my right hand, should I slit and watch it drip? High all fucking night in a bathtub, aye, what is this life I live? Shiny silver blade in my right hand, aye, I lay it on my wrist (Just tell yourself it's fine I tell myself I'm fine) All you motherfuckers got the best of me Can't believe you fucking did this when you know I'm weak Since it hit me, I've been trying but I just can't sleep Since it hit me, all the memories are on repeat Tryna figure out a way to breathe Couple ounces gone, I'm off the weed If you fucking knew how bad I've been Wish you fucking knew the pain I'm in, aye Blood on me, and I scream Drugs on me, I'm a fiend Girl help me, tryna deal Girl help me, hit delete, aye No matter what they do, I will love you boo Just tell yourself it's fine No matter what I do, know I love you boo I tell myself I'm fine (Just tell yourself it's fine I tell myself I'm fine) Spent a couple nights in the bathtub, aye, just staring at my wrist Shiny silver blade in my right hand, should I slit and watch it drip? High all fucking night in a bathtub, aye, what is this life I live? Shiny silver blade in my right hand, aye, I lay it on my wrist