After all this pain I've endured I still suffer this abuse Now I just feed your destruction And watch at your amuse From this cancer that eats away at me I guess it's no surprise I'm a corpse in disguise With nowhere to hide With nothing to gain, I receive all the pain I search for my way to make things okay Just obstacles that tie the same I could try to survive this game Who are you to lie? Who are you to hide behind that high Of your self-obsessed mind? I'm not weak, I'm not afraid, I'm not scared I could try to make things okay, but I'd have to go away I'm scared to release I'm scared of beneath I'm scared of you and I'm scared of we I make moments into time and you make time into misery How can I wake up from this bad dream one without you or me?