Life Long Tragedy

Coldfront

Life Long Tragedy


During the lowest points of our lives, 
we think of how things would be different if we tried. 
But right now I just need to see my friends. 
Honestly, I'm fucking dead without them. 
And again my heart has dropped to my feet 
( My heart's dropped to my feet, it's dropped to my feet) 
when I realized that I'm not what people think I should be 
(I'm not what you think I am, and I'll never be what you want me to be). 
And again I can hardly fucking breathe 
(I can't fucking breathe, can't you fucking see?). 
I've only got myself to blame for this defeat. 
I can't compete with defeat. 
"Tomorrow will be different. From now on Ill take those risks", I say it over in my head with a heart full of hope and two clenched fists. 
This time I'll try not to fuck it up. 
But who am I kidding? I've always lived this way. 
The air is getting colder and this town isn't helping. 
It is such a fucking waste when another day's another problem faced. Right now I've got a song in my head. 
Right now, I've got a pen in my hand. 
Right now, I'm going to let it all out. 
And they still won't understand. 
I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks. 
And I am not sorry.