I hope I die first 'Cause I know if you did my life would forever be cursed And you would simply move on even if it might hurt I'll try to reach twenty-eight but first I need to know I'll be the first to go So I can watch you from below and promise me the afterlife So I can live the present 'Cause I can't have you gone but I will wait in heaven I know I might get hurt But you are worth the risk, so I hold on I would rather die than live my life without you in it I'm trying to get by but if you left I know it'd kill me So, I hope I die first I hope if one of us has to go it's me 'Cause if I ever turn thirty You are the only reason I made it that far I'll try to reach twenty-eight but first I need to know I'll be the first to go So I can watch you from below and promise me the afterlife So I can live the present 'Cause I can't have you gone but I will wait in heaven I know I might get hurt But you are worth the risk, so I hold on I would rather die than live my life without you in it I'm trying to get by but if you left I know it'd kill me So, I hope I die first I'll try to reach twenty-eight but first I need to know I'll be the first to go So I can watch you from below and promise me the afterlife So I can live the present 'Cause I can't have you gone but I will wait in heaven I'll try to reach twenty-eight but first I need to know I'll be the first to go So I can watch you from below and promise me the afterlife So I can live the present 'Cause I can't have you gone but I will wait in heaven I'll try to reach twenty-eight but first I need to know I'll be the first to go So I can watch you from below and promise me the afterlife So I can live the present 'Cause I can't have you gone but I will wait in heaven