Feeling the fear of being alive When I remember that the end of the story Smells like gasoline, kerosene The body burns while he is still alive I can just wait for the verdict My punishement I don't know yet I only know this night is the last Sitting on this Throne of Illusions I see clearly who I became I pay the price of the sin with my soul All I got is the bitter taste of pain Who plants only hatred and Pain reaps fear and horror Hope and love are pure deceit Damned throne Sitting on this Throne of Illusions I see clearly who I became I pay the price of the sin with my soul All I got is the bitter taste of pain Apologies don't matter Your life's never gonna be the same again I feel your soul touching me Reminding me all the pain I put you through Now it's too late The end of this story could not be different Blame torments me Like fire all the night long Burning me on the throne of illusions