I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in I'll go home, let me go home I feel the madness of depression creeping in I feel so cold, and I'm so alone I'm a ghost in the night and I don't exist Lay me down in the dark give me one last kiss I'm not here at all You're talkin' to the wall Feel the pain in your eyes when you cry like this But your touch is a knife and you sharpen it Put it through my heart Tear my soul apart I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in I'll go home, let me go home I feel the madness of depression creeping in I feel so cold, and I'm so alone I feel so cold I feel so alone You can't save me I've been feeling down Trapped and there's no way out At night when I close my eyes I fight to see your face again As the pain inside my heart Grows into a star you see Watch it fall into earth below And end my existence I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in I'll go home, let me go home I feel the madness of depression creeping in I feel so cold, and I'm so alone It grows inside me I can't move forward Taking my body Wide awake I feel the pain Wide awake I feel the pain Powerless Restlessness Sedated I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in I'll go home, let me go home I feel the madness of depression creeping in I feel so cold, and I'm so alone