Sometimes I can't find the words to explain exactly how I feel cause it's deep, real deep and I just hope that you can see how deep it is by listenin' to this song now let me open up my heart and let you read just what I wrote when you had took them final steps of death and left my heart broken in two but you had to damn I wish that I could have a talk with the eternal man I wish that you was here with me right now holdin' my hand I feel I can't go on and don't nobody understand it's makes me wonder why and if I have to die why is this my biggest fear I can only look above and just let heaven wipe my tears cause if I'm losing you and if I'm losing you to whom will I confide, and who will hear my cry and if I'm losing you then will you see me through through the day through the night though you're gone will you stay by my side that all my ? I wanna talk to the Lord my father thanks for blessing me when the others wouldn't bother life goes on, got to stay strong I'da done some wrong but I'da done some right too cried some lonely nights too and in my heart nobody knows the pain a chance to hide it holding back my tears a chance to fight it but it's buildin' up inside of me this heavy load help me Lord before I explode please take my soul cause if I'm losing you and if I'm losing you to whom will I confide, and who will hear my cry and if I'm losing you then will you see me through through the day through the night though you're gone will you stay by my side see I don't know if I could say goodbye to yesterday cause when you leave and goto heaven it's