Sometimes there is the all-overcoming urge To purify, relieve my own nerves Souls are lost Souls are bound Spinning in the wheel Higher-self is found Bargaining a deal Consumed by the flesh our souls rot in damnation Bound by Lucifer's wheel of re-incarnation Lessons are learned by suffering and intolerance Degraded to slaves we must learn obedience Never getting ahead of my self, never losing my head, Despite the trouble I'm in Why is my ego so distinctly present? Why won't my knowledge take me higher? Am I still unworthy in the eyes of the Gods? The complexity of the matter never seizes to amaze me Perspectives are diminished by the glistening reflections The essence of my spark is ever smaller than I imagined Makes me enhance my focus on visions I once abandoned Souls are lost Souls are bound Spinning in the wheel Bargaining a deal Higher-self is found Redemption is here Release your mess Personalization is less Solving, creating, same difference is made Releasing, or holding on to this nerve wrecking state Increasing, (getting) stronger with each word I never could tell which I prefer Always compelled in ways unforeseen Intrigued by the knowledge included in me Is there ar eason I'm forced to be seen Misjudgement, confusion I've been put in? Have I grown deluded by the answers I've sought? Always passing me by, the true meaning So aware constantly, my patience runs thin Souls are lost Higher-self is found