once I thought that I could tone it down the way that life comes found that day, that freak, somehow I can't explain I won't ignore the same wrong again i not gonna find a reason why I'd turn it around but now I leave it all behind and wind this up around the neck too much time we waste to find a way that always shows us how but sometimes it? like they won let you out and you will be your slave wrong again I not gonna find a reason why I'd turn it 'round and I believed that I could swim but now I gonna drown to the sound of so much self - I know that I would hate myself and so I leave it all behind and wind this up around the neck