I was listening to songs You sent once when you couldn't pay for a bus Though the music's still nice To be honest, I really don't think of you much I just like the band I just like the band When we talked on the phone Your voice started breaking, you said you were scared That you might die alone I'm pretty sure there will be someone there But it never should have been me It never should have been me Just to be clear, you stayed perfectly kind and you still do But I'd do you a disservice to resort to lying and say It wasn't you I should say, get your head out of fiction Those people you love cannot love you back Are you too proud for wishing For anything more substantial than that? You're allowed to say yes You're allowed to say yes Quit saying you're cursed You're the only one cursing so please just calm down Don't try to be a martyr They just die because nobody wants them around You know I'm right You know I'm right 'Cos it certainly wasn't me.