Let me start by being honest I've lied to myself No I don't know who I am But I know I need some help See I'm just going thru the motions Days just slip away Why does everything keep changing To different shades of gray If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell I'd be the best and the worst Am I the worst? Now I've taken I've cheated Can't control alt delete it It just keeps on repeating I'm broken I'm bleeding It just keeps on repeating It just keeps on repeating again Every time that I've been honest Things always end the same Do I try to open my heart If always ends in pain I'll just go back to the old me And fade into the grey I'm going through the motions To try and feel ok If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell I'd be the best and the worst Am I the worst? Now I've taken I've cheated Can't control alt delete it It just keeps on repeating I'm broken I'm bleeding It just keeps on repeating It just keeps on repeating again Now that you know I'm complicated And stuck inside my head You still say'll never leave me No matter who I've been If I push will you pull Why won't you leave me alone No I don't wanna go home I wanna bleed on my own If I push will you pull Please don't leave me alone I think I wanna go home Don't let me bleed on my own Now I've taken I've cheated Can't control alt delete it It just keeps on repeating I'm broken I'm bleeding It just keeps on repeating It just keeps on repeating again