written and performed by Laura Shigihara (verse 1) I've been holding back my thoughts Do whatever i can to distract myself You're a million miles away I would cross the times so i Could be with you, i'm dying slowly without you (pre-chorus) Even when i'm sleeping I'm finding that it's hard to keep That promise i made to myself To let go Even though you're far away I cannot go a single day My heart is so displaced I can't forget you (chorus) It's haunting My memories Everytime you manage to Steal my train of thought Even though i said i love you not It's haunting That feeling Whenever i start thinking That i see you here But you're not here… anymore (verse 2) Everyday i tried so hard Not to let myself fall even deeper for you But there was nothing i could do As the tears fell down it became obvious That i had been defeated (pre-chorus and chorus repeat)