Don't want to run away But I'm already gone So close on the outside So far on the inside Yeah, now it's up to me Yeah, now it's up to me Packed up, left my life behind There's a million places I've never been You'll never get to take me back home Woke up in the middle of the night With a vision of you holding my hand You'll never get to take me back home Every time we touch, every time we kiss Oh it feels so wrong And every time I dream, every time I lie Oh I feel so bad Yeah, now it's up to me Yeah, now it's up to me Packed up, left my life behind There's a million places I've never been You'll never get to take me back home Woke up in the middle of the night With a vision of you holding my hand You'll never get to take me back home Packed up, left my life behind There's a million places I've never been You'll never get to take me back home Woke up in the middle of the night With a vision of you holding my hand You'll never get to take me back home