For many years obsession was, a solidarity at stake A nuisance to aggression and bad traits The collective strife was no real issue Blinding red, mistaken for rose-tinted happiness As the view slowly fades From a vivid bright to dull silence Portrays, pictures of memories and not quite there yet ignorance Like making a change without some selfish drive The clock ticks by The hands of it both lit up in bright lights All the years fly by so fast Faster than my brain can take But what I've done so far can barely compensate For what I do or don't perceive as a point to our existence