I've tried to hide a certain side of me
Closed eyes, I'm tired of this reality
I just wanna feel alive
I'm drifting in space
And when I'm falling back to earth
I'll find out, if it hurt
Too many thoughts inside my head
I guess I'm going crazy instead
I meant I love the things I said
I'll hope one day you will understand
I feel, I can't just let it go again
And still, time flies and then it slows again
Can you guess what I'm thinking about
Oh I know, she knows
'Cus I'm just trying to figure out
If I'm meant, to let go
I don't want to know
If I'm losing control
I need to know
How to fire a missile
I don't want to know
If I'm losing control
I need to know
How to fire a missile
Too many thoughts inside my head
I guess I'm going crazy instead
I meant I love the things I said
I'll hope one day you will understand
