Light shone in one Sunday morning I grew up without a warning Misty hills and darklit mountains Traumatized, well-hid Lonely boat on cold, still water Locked in tower, only daughter Locked, the doors that want to open A pool of tears remain Walking in the shadows, landscape From the things I want to escape Knowing full and well I stay connected with my hell Stillness over the water The traumatized, heavy waters I used to be so young and free But now I′m bound by the bonds that be I know what I should do And I've known it for a long time And I′ve only got to do it Brain is formed by choices before Standing by the water, sea shore Set the sails, lower the bridge The princess still is sleeping Serene, unearthly winds are blowing Stones and dirt in clear eyes, throwing Clarity has vanished like some last breath on earth Breed my name Breathe my name It has been said it's just a phase Like a rare smile on my face I know what I could be And I do struggle with destiny And to get through No wonder I feel blue I once had a dream before Standing on the chessboard floor Marble pillars, abyss, castle Clopping hooves approaching Tarot card above the churchyard 'Round before my life got hard Hand in sky, light whirling Like some Vortex of delight A sign in the sky Without knowing why A dream showed up and messed me up Until your time is up, don′t you ever give up I know what I have done, and I′ll give I need to live with that, and to forgive Myself and other ones