naze kono yubi wa kokoro shimetsukerareru tabi ni watashi no kono nodo wo jikan kakete tsubushiteku no darou kono kioku wa yokubou wo mitashitsudzukeru ga tame ni isshun de ai subeki hito no namae sae mo wasurerareru no darou demo tsumi wo seou koto wo nozonde nado nai akuma no yukue wo watashi ga yurushite iru itsu kara konna ni kowakunatta no hikari wo mezasu beki koto ga nando tsumi wo kasanetsudzuketemo kono kokoro wa kowarenai koto mo wakatte iru noni kidzukeba owari wo negatte hajimari wo koroshiteta uragaeshi no kotoba de shika tashikamerarenai kizuna wa karande yuku owaranai kagayaki ga aru koto wa shinjirarenaide iru kedo zutto zutto watashi no mae kara kienaide ite hoshii ai dake ga ima kara demo osokunai koto kidzukasete kureru no ka kokoro wo motsu sekai ni umareta akashi to shite tashika na mono ga nan na no ka wakaranaku naru hodo kizutsukeattemo kono me de mieru mono mo mienai mono mo sawarenai kokoro mo ai setara oroka na umi ni oboreta toki datte kasuka na nozomi kabatte koreta no wa soredemo kizuna wo tsunaide ite kureta kara osanai koro kara osoreteta kurai umi de oborete shimau koto soredemo haiagareru kokoro wo mamotte yukitai sagashite yukitai ikutsuka no deai hitotsu hitotsu watashi ga watashi de aru tame no kiseki da to kidzuite ikitai kore ijou jibun wo korosanai you ni kore ijou kokoro korosanai you ni