she went to italy, i guess; i hadn't recovered yet march, april, may, june, july well it seemed like a long time at the time so you went to santa fe, and i spent the nights pretending to try to forget & waiting for one of you to come back & want me a blissfully tormented wreck and then she came back & started to act like nothing had happened - but all of it happened yeah i had it all wrote down & sung & recorded & scathingly reported in my faltering voice & overproduction & all my beautiful fall - my beautiful fall september's unusually warm & there's a new girl on my arm remember the sun in your hair? well, it was there so you crossed the border & i'm on the rebound & she's still around but it's after the end & i kinda caved in & you kinda went for it & if she liked me so much as a friend then where did she go when she first heard my first song about you? where did she get to? how is she doing? how does she look? how long is her hair? & did she ever care? & why do i doubt that she cared?? what was her strategy? i never figured her out and does she ever think of me? well that i doubt some fights can't be won i used to hold you like a gun and blame my aim on the sun, or lack thereof how long is your hair? are you somebody new? if i saw you in the starlight, would i know it was you? does anyone know anything, anytime, or are we all just pretending? pick me up - don't leave me here together we can make magic, or at least make it disappear what was your strategy? i'll never never ever ever know and do you ever wonder where all that old garbage goes? some fights can't be won i used to hold you like a gun and blame my aim on the sun - and blame my aim on the sun and blame my aim on the sun, or lack thereof!