Haunted by your honesty "Fueled by" fear and anger Desperate to belong "in need" Chained to my deceptions I might forgive But I cannot forget Whose side I'm on today? Your hands were so cold You tried to mess with my head (You gave me a reason to live) The fault is mine And mine alone I only wanna stay broken A sleep from which I never Never wanna "be awoken" You were the key (And) you brought me back to life You have sacrificed Your youth for me In this "eternal night"