There's a reason, so well hidden Why was I torn apart from you Like a song I've never written like a joke without a clue No, I don't want to close my eyes and think of you How I'd like to get you back But he won't let me How I'd like to sing the songs We knew by heart 'Farewell' sounds really cheap for pain you left me And it is growing mushrooms in my heart No, I don't want to close my eyes and think of you I want to try to get some sleep But it is hard, can't take the leap (I'm going to try to get some sleep) But I'm afraid to wake up Do you realize I don't know what to do? Did you become just an idea, are you still real? Do you still have that snapshot that I gave you? Oh, don't answer me, it wouldn't change the way I feel Do you feel as if you're having a ball? Oh, I guess, I hope you don't feel anything at all I'm going to try to get some sleep Join the great subconscious-club I'm going to try to get some sleep But I'm afraid to wake up Try to get some sleep.