Human garbage, maybe I'm just trash Maybe pasts the past but I keep looking back Let's restart it, shit is going too fast Let's go way back back it was green like cash Fuck the money, we can all get sad Put my life in a bag, got a tank full of gas Kinda funny, it don't matter if I crash When running all the reds, aw yeah My friends got xannies for anxiety Some people are allergic to sobriety I just need something for my sanity It's like I'm fucking screaming but quietly Sometimes it's honey down the cavity 'Cause I would rather live in a fantasy I think I'm in love with the tragedy I just need a fuckin' cure for the gravity It's got me going like ooh Human goddess, with a devil in my head Monster underneath my bed, gotta put this shit to rest If I'm honest, it's like the older I get Feels like I'm more of a mess Tear my heart out my chest I don't remember I don't when was the last time I let this river of emotion start a landslide I'm done suppressing this shit It's the realness I miss Oh this pain might be bliss My friends got xannies for anxiety Some people are allergic to sobriety I just need something for my sanity It's like I'm fucking screaming but quietly Sometimes it's honey down the cavity 'Cause I would rather live in a fantasy I think I'm in love with the tragedy I just need a fuckin' cure for the gravity It's got me going like ooh I've got this nervous condition Yeah I wish that I didn't 'Cause there's a riot inside of my head and I couldn't fix it It's just the way that it's been Ever since I was ten And Mom I know you always worry that I'll lose it again The days move on and I'm still lost Where you are far from the start Give me a call I'm hanging on I'm hanging on I'm hanging on I'm hanging on My friends got xannies for anxiety Some people are allergic to sobriety I just need something for my sanity It's like I'm fucking screaming but quietly Sometimes it's honey down the cavity 'Cause I would rather live in a fantasy I think I'm in love with the tragedy I just need a fuckin' cure for the gravity It's got me going like ooh