Kouda Kumi

Rain

Kouda Kumi


ame ga fureba itsumo yori mo yorisoi
waraiatte ita noni ne...
kasa mo sasanaide  ame ni utare
hoho wo tsutau  kono omoi
When it rained, I snuggled up to you more than usual
& we smiled at each other...
Without an umbrella, I got rained on
I just go along with these feelings

chigau michi  eranda no wa  watashi no hou datta noni ne
[Though] I was the one who chose a different path..

* kimi wa namida mo misezu ni  sotto te o furi aruite yuku
kore ijou jama wa dekinai
konna ai shikata shika dekinakute  hontou ni gomen ne
mou nido to itsumo no wagamama mo ienai n da ne
Without showing me your tears, you waved your hand & walked on
It can't interfere more than this
I couldn't love you any way but this & I'm really sorry
I couldn't say my usual selfish things like I always did

sasai na koto de itsumo kenka shiteta
sono tabi ni tomatteta
daiji na jikan  muda na yaritori
wakattetemo  sunao ni narenai
We were always fighting over stupid things
Whenever we ended [our relationship],
The times when we were serious, we uselessly argued back & forth
Even though I understood, I couldn't be honest

otagai ga kagayakereba yokatta hazu na noni ne
It should've been better if we both could shine

kimi no mirai wo kowashite shimaisou de kowakatta n da
watashi to sugosu hibi no naka de
neta furi no watashi ni KISU nokoshiteku  yasashisa mo zenbu
mou nido to  togire saseta omoi  mune ni himete...
It seems like I destroyed your future & I was afraid
During those days you spent with me
the kisses you gave me when I pretended to sleep lingers,
as does the kindness... everything...
I'll keep the feelings that ended in my heart again

* repeat

mou ichido wagamama iitakatta
I wanted to say something selfish once more