I've been watching clouds Gather out my window And hanging over head And I've been watching rain Forming little puddles That I've been drowning in And in my head its all the same Every time And I have come to see its not On my side Everything that I have done I've tried To feel Like I'm Alive It is growing late And I am growing wary That bad news comes in threes The minutes on the clock They never felt so heavy The way they turn on me But I am not a savior I am not a chosen one So where do I begin To fall apart The rain lost in oceans Where I am falling in And in my head its all the same Every time And I have come to see times not On my side Everything that I have done I've tried To feel Like I'm Alive And in my head I fear I’ve lost My mind And I have come to see times not On my side Every little thing I’ve done I've tried To feel Just to feel Alive